now i don't know what happens around me.. i don't know my mind.. how it thinks.. what it wants to think about..
i don't understand.. i get a picture of what i perceive.. but it's different from what you get..
no.. i'm not hallucinating.. i'm not delusional.. i should know.. i know.. i'm not trying to be schizophrenic..
my retina sees what yours sees.. my ears hear what yours hear.. my nose smells what yours smells.. my skin feels what yours feels.. but my mind is different from yours.. just as yours is different from another's..
so i don't know what happens around me.. i miss to feel and comprehend some things that you do.. and why is that?
i'm just a kid who knows but knows nothing..
so many things i have to understand.. all in my head but never get digested.. they're all in my head.. i know but know nothing..
but i don't know i miss.. you don't.. i do.. you understand this.. i don't..
but then there is that maybe i don't need this.. maybe i'll understand when i really need to..
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Romans 7:21-25 "so i find this law at work: when i want to do good, evil is right there with me.
for in my inner being i delight in god's law; but i see another law at work in the members of my body,
waging war against the law of my mind and making me a prisoner of the law of sin at work within my members.
what a wretched man i am! who will rescue me from this body of death?
thanks be to god—through jesus christ our lord!"
MENTAL WANDERLUST of a FOOL
