why is it that i don't want to study? how have i become so lazy? my brain has become so stubborn it doesn't want to function. i'm not tired and i've no complaints or problems. so why? what's worse is i don't feel guilty enough for not studying to motivate me.

i don't care. and that's the problem. and that's not good.

i really can't wait for something terrible to happen before i get back to my senses.

lately i've been taking exams without really studying.

this is some shit.